Encountering: Continuation

At every curve,
I lose my nerve,
I balk
Whenever I feel blocked

And then I look for reasons
But after that
I laugh because
I know there is none!

There are only
Various expressions
And repetitions
But no explanations

And yet,
Explanations are integral
And irrelevant;
“Pardon?” You say.

And I agree,
It’s absolute nonsense
And you should
Turn the page immediately!

I’m only saying this
For your own good,
Depart at once!
And save your sanity!

I’m lost already
But if you run very fast
You may perhaps
Get away,

Before you catch
Whatever it is I’ve got
And become terminally awake
Or as mindfully nutty,
As a Buddha-shaped fruitcake!