Doubt rout
Indecision spin
Unsure reigns
Despair wins
Wobbly mind
Frozen in confusion
Ambivalence rules
Ambiguity pains
Oh, sun!
Hide your brightness,
It only highlights
The depth of my suspicion;
Overcast would better suit
My disadvantaged position;
Then, at least I could hide
From the tyranny of this irresolution.
Investigating uncertainty’s
Not where I want to go,
Nor exploring the gloom,
But that’s where I am.
Poking into corners,
Observing what’s present,
Noticing what’s happening,
Although I’d prefer not.
Getting to know
What doubt is made of,
A task from which I flinch,
First I rally; then I cringe.
Progress? What’s that?
Here, in this moment,
I’m afraid to look,
But until I do,
I can’t go any further.
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