Bursting with despair
And sadness
To the point of madness,
Rolling around in a funk!
Then I spied a bookmark
Leading to the words
Of Ajahn Chah,
A famous forest monk;
And there I did find
Sound wisdom
I had forgotten
And decided to take up again;
From my latest
Round of passion
I attempted to stand back
And watched the results;
I was skeptical at first,
Thinking this
Would be deadening at best,
Or nerve wracking at worst
But in accordance
With what he said
I found neither
But only release instead,
A steadying mind
Unshaken by
The turmoil
In the heart;
And now I could resume,
Carry on with my tasks,
Observing all the while
And seeing how long
I could make this detachment last.