Contrived: All Over the Place

In the throes
Of the age-old,
“Why me?”
How this affliction
Shifts feelings
Up and down!

One day it’s peace,
Then it’s depression and rage;
What’s on the next page?
Curiosity keeps me going;

But, is this a good time
For curiosity?
Or, should I
Be worried?

But even if worry
Were indicated,
What use
Would that do?

I’m so tired,
I must be making
No sense at all;
Perhaps I’ll see it tomorrow,

Or, maybe something
Will be resolved
And I’ll revise
My assessment of

This latest
Attempt
To summarize
Where my practice
Has been
Or where it’s going,
If it’s going,
Wherever it’s going.